>>35770
I do not get your logic.
because In this situation I think I specifically explained that the main thing is not suffering but attitude towards their suffering.

What is happening to them and how they react does not matter
what matters is how YOU react to all that. It is you who wants to feel all that suffering and fear.

And possibly you may get upset if someone ruins that atmosphere in a similar way as someone staring to laugh in the scary movie while the monster is chasing some virgin girl.