i'm not sure where else i could possibly ask about this without feeling like everyone who sees this will think i'm insane, ha.

do any of you guys feel like you use guro to help cope with self hatred, or self harm? i've tried to research a connection between low self esteem and gore fantasies, but i couldn't find anything.

i'm a 17 year old girl and ever since i was in 7th grade, i've fantasized about being brutally murdered and raped as a means to deal with my mental health. (being beheaded, stabbed, burned alive, etc.) i think i do this because i see myself as someone who should be punished, who deserves to be hurt in the worst possible ways. guro actually isn't sexual for me, but rather just a sort of self medication that helps me repress my self harming desires, as my parents don't believe in psychiatry and the use of medication for mental health.

tl;dr do you think you like gore because of self hatred, or is there something seriously wrong with me?

So.. the upcoming Friday the 13th game...

Anyone else hoping someone does a nude mod for the kills?

Am going crazy, I really want to be cut in half feel the miss in my lower half hAve sex without it, touched it , lick it, taste it, or see someone do it talk about it??

As I finish my latest story, I started wondering what people in general prefer. I know it might be a very hard thing to answer, but do you prefer a short story that goes straight into the gore and the violence, or you prefer something longer, with a plot and characters that develop along the story line.

I myself prefer the second option, both as a reader and as a writer. I like to know a character, to feel something for them before they start suffering. I think it makes it more enjoyable that just saying that "I saw a girl, I killed her like this, the end...".

But I think I have had better success with my shorter stories than with the longer one that I am now writing.

What do you guys think?

Just a word of thanks for providing this free-range forum for people with a wide range of dark fantasies.

Your presence is much appreciated!

Regis

I've been following http://aogami.soup.io/ for some time, the innocence this artist can convey in the characters doing all the sexy stuff is amazing and just up my street. Even though furry, which constitute the majority of the author's works, isn't. But the ones with human characters, especially ones with Cardcaptor Sakura characters are among my favorite hentai pictures ever.
But now that site only has very few and very old stuff dating back to 2015. I'm sure the artist keeps drawing new pictures as I saw some of them appear on rule34.paheal.net. Unfortunately, I couldn't track the source.
Through googling I've found Aogami's accounts on pixiv, inkbunny, deviantart and even something called hiccears.com. But pixiv only has very old stuff, inkbunny has only furry (and even that is hell to navigate) and says human stuff is on hiccears.com, but even after I created an account there it doesn't show me any of Aogami's works (even though it says they have 137 submissions, so the works must be there on the site, but I don't see any way to get access to them), on deviantart there is also only very old stuff.

By any chance does anyone have any idea where I can keep following that artist?

What's the easiest way to save stories (such as for reading on an ebook reader) that preserves italics and other formatting, but not the red-on-pink text? I've tried copying and pasting into Microsoft Word, but I'm not sure how to then clear the pink highlighting that comes along.

I know it isn't related to gurochan's main topic, that is guro, but I feel comfortable here and not sure of a better place to ask. I, like, tried google search it, but didn't find anything exactly like what I'm looking for.
What I find to be the greatest thing about the Strike Witches anime is how it handles girl not wearing anything over their panties, like pants or skirts. It is just a norm in that world and no one questions it and no one finds it erotic. There is also a great excuse for the camera to often focus on panties because the charachters fly and it just makes sense to place a camera behing a flying charachter. While it is undoubdatly done to please the eyes of audience, it is easy to pretend that it is indeed just natural. Like a special case of suspence of disbelief, only not regarding the story, but regarding the presense of panties all over the frame. It is easy to make oneself believe that it doesn't show panties purposefully, but rather doesn't see a reason to avoid showing them because it finds nothing indecent in them. And the best thing is how no charachter is ever concerned about it in any way, even when there are men involved, they don't see the lack of pants as shameful or erotic same way they don't see the lack of paranja as such, in fact in a Western country when you look at any random girl on the street it doesn't even come to your mind to notice she's not wearing a paranja because you're not expecting her too, and it would rather seem more uncommong and eye-catching if she did. So the same works for pants on girls in the Strike Witches anime. Also, the charachters don't just pose there with their lack of pants showing off their panties to the camera, they just go on with their buisness, there's a main story going on that has nothing sexual about it, so the more you keep watching the more even you, the viewer, stop noticing anything unusual about them not wearing pants, as it just shifts out of focus when you try following the story. But on the other hand it also doesn't forget to catch some natural-looking patsushots every so often, so you can still enjoy its eroticism, but at the same time it's kinda pure? Like the way it does look erotic on screen but is considered pure in-universe, makes you being able to enjoy both sides? Or maybe to better put it, makes you being able to enjoy the eroticism while not feeling dirty? Something like that.
So, I was thinking, might there be more of that? Or maybe even more extreme? Like take the same Strike Witches, but make them not wear any panties too, and make it casual the same way it is handled in the anime? An anime series like that would be impossible on TV, but manga like that can exist, right? Also preferably with loli or at least relatively young girls with no oversized breasts and asses.
Some other examples I know that are close, but not perfect:
- Saki. I haven't actually watched the anime or read the manga, but from what I've heard and saw on some pictures there's a girl whose casual clothes are very skimply and seem to imply no panties under a skirt that looks so short the other charachters would certainly have a glimpes of her pussy now and then (though it seems less risky in the anime then in the manga). There's especially one frame where she sits with one knee bent, exposing her pussy to whoever sits opposite to her. And, I can's tell for sure, as, like I've said, I haven't really read or watched it, but it seems like she and other charachters alike are similarly unconcerned about it (or maybe that's just my wishful thinking?) Another thing that is exacly like what I want is that her clothing isn't the focus, the main story is unrelated to anything sexual, while her choise of clothes is just a part of her charachter design, same way different charachters have different hair colors. So there were pros so far, but then come the cons: first of all, it seems like she's just a side charachters that doesn't appear so much, and all the other girls seem to have their clothes be pretty normal (even the skimpily-clad girl herself seems to spend half the time in a totally normal maid uniform). Second, I'm pretty sure the camera never actually goes under the skirt to show her presumably uncovered pussy, as it doesn't have an adult rating, but the way this is purpousefully avoided brings up awareness of how it is still actually indecent. I can imagine there be a scene where the camera cuts to another shot just before a bare pussy would be revealed, but the way I want it is for the camera to stay there as if there is no specific reason to cut right here.
Then again, if I'm mistaken somewhere in my opinion of Saki and it is actually closer to what I seek, please tell me, and I'll go read or watch it rigth away (also do tell if anime or manga is better then).
- Sasami-san@gambaranai. I've seen the anime (don't remember if there's a manga it's based upon or is it original?) and I don't really remember it that well, but I do remember towards the end there were several episodes with charachters in the hot springs going around naked (or mostly so? But I'm almost sure I remember them totally naked) but with it never being the focus, because unlike usual hot spring episoes it wasn't a filler, there was actually a story going on. Or maybe it was like the charachters undressed for the filler episode, but didn't dress again when the story kicked back in. I don't really remember well, but I remember I totally liked how the nudity was handled there. It was almost perfect, the only contra point I can think of is how the nudity was excused by the fact they were bathing, so it's not like it was casual by itself, it was just casual because it was during bathing.
- Dance In The Vampire Bund. I've read first chapter of it, the loli heroine is dressed in only her panties (which are pretty skimpy too) through the most of it, especially as some action ensues and there's just no time to think of modesty when they have to think of how to survive. However, I already see how it's not what I'm looking for: first, she wears panties. There's plenty anime and manga with girls in bikinis and it is not what I'm looking for. The fact she only wears panties and not a bra helps a bit, but not much. In the end of the chapters she puts on a cloak, so if she was wearing that without panties and also unfastened so that her nude body is seen underneeth, that would be great, probably even better than plain nudity. Second, the charachters do see nudity as erotic. The MC tries to act like he doesn't because she's just a child and he wouldn't be excited by a child, and the loli teeses him with her nudity, trying to make him admit he's excited. If it was 'nude Strike Witches' I want, neither of them would be aware her nudity is something to be excited about.
Again, please do tell me if it gets better in casual nutidy department.
P.S. I've just looked at the anime's OP and it has the loli dance in a pretty risky outfit, but it defies the laws of physics to make sure her nipples are always covered. Whould be pefrect if it was just casually revealing them like it's not a big deal, but it's just impossible for a TV anime, right?
- KonoSuba has Aqua with a short dress with seemingly no panties underneeth, but there's actually to little of focus on it in this case. And the camera never goes under her skirt either. So it falls under the same catrgory as Saki, I guess, together with any other anime that kinda makes it look like a certain girl is going commando, but that's it. I mean, this way it is almost perfectly casual okay ('amlost' because the camera purpousefully avoids actually looking under the skirt, and only teases you with it), but this way you can't enjoy it as erotic either.
- Umisho. This is nowhere near perfect, but I just want to tell that I did try reading it and didn't find it anything like I want. The title says nude swimming club, but instead there's just one girl who swims in the nude, and she's not doing it in the club either, she also explicitly states how she is embarrassed when seen naked by a boy, only exception is if the boy is her love interest (of course the idiotic MC doesn't take the hint. Which is why Strike Witches is so perfect without a male main charachter).
- Prisma Illya. I know it's not anything like what I've descrbed, but there's something about it that I can't put into words that makes me enjoy it the same way. I don't know.

I want to also state that while you usual ecchi where the male MC constantly gets to see girls' panties and grope their tits and get all embarrassed or excited about it, is not what I'm looking for, even a hentai CAN BE okay as long as the sex is casual in the same way or between the more traditional sex scenes there are scenes with casual nudity, charachters going around nude or effectively nude while not caring about it, just because they just so happened to not put their clothes back on after sex. Actually if it has, like, a girl casually go to school bottomless with fresh cum leaking from her pussy and everyone can see it but no one makes a big deal about it, so she just goes on with her business like attending classes and chatting with friends or transofrming into a magical girl and saving the world from even aliens, while the camera just so happens to show her bare cum-leaking pussy every now and then just because there is no reason to avoid such shots, that would be perfect.

What else... if there's a story like that, I would try reading it too... actually I think all of the erotic stories I write that are not guro, are this (with lots more of sex, which is also necessarily all casual). But no matter how I think of it, anime or manga can convey it much better. Cause it can both tell a story and show a nude charachter at the same time. Just take any manga or anime and have it all be the same except the charachters are naked or effectively naked, and that's it. In literature though you don't see the charachter being nude with your eyes, so to make the reader appreciate her nude body you have to explicitly write about her being nude and point out to the parts of her body, but that again shifts the focus from the story to nudity.

Some pictures to better picture what I'm talking about:
http://danbooru.donmai.us/posts/302258?pool_id=1536
Take this uniform and apply to any 'cute girls doing cute things' anime and that would be perfect.
http://danbooru.donmai.us/posts/1088995?pool_id=1536
Here is some witch studying a book while being effectively naked. Her pussy is covered by her leg, but it is done in a natual way, so it's actually okay. Now to make it perfect make her a charachter of any, like, magical girl anime, where she would do all the things magical girls do, while neither she nor other charachters would pay attention to the way she is clothed, and that would be perfect.
http://danbooru.donmai.us/posts/916993?pool_id=1536
Here's another magical girl, but he way her pussy and nipples are covered stands out to be unnatural. So put her in a magical show like the precious girl, and it would be almost perfect, though the censoring would stand out.
http://danbooru.donmai.us/posts/291983?pool_id=1536
Here the girls are nude on the beach. But it makes it seem like they're only nude because they're on the beach and would not be as comfortable with nudity if they weren't. So if it was a part of an actual story, it would be just a filler beach episode, then they would be clothed and keep be so during the meaningful part of the story. The episode itself would be not perfect for being filler, and it only being one episode would make the whole series hardly worth it.
http://danbooru.donmai.us/posts/1343376?pool_id=1536
And this girl looks like she's comfortable with not being properly dressed because she's at home. So if it was a part of an actual story, it would be just a short dressing up scene, then she would be clothes and keep be so during the meaningful part of the story. Far from perfect.
http://danbooru.donmai.us/posts/1952130?pool_id=1536
Bonus points for nudity in the snow.
http://danbooru.donmai.us/posts/1872844?pool_id=1536
This girl has quite some clothes, but both her pussy and nipples are in perfect view. A perfect combination.
http://danbooru.donmai.us/posts/1211848
This one is a good example of relation of nudity and story: the story is apparently about a war and could be the same without anu nudity, but practical nudity just happens to be the uniform (would be even better without panties, but I like how one girls is totally casual about winding her pussy and another just put off her panties entirely). Just like Strike Witches, right? Now if only it was an actual story and not just one picture.

And here's example of how it can be a part of a hentai manga:
https://exhentai.org/g/943752/fc2132c346/
Though what I'm looking for is more something where sex and nudity would just be a treat for eyes, while some actual story going on on the same time (like, again, in Strike Witches, that is, if it had sex).

So, again, the question is, can you suggest something like what I've described above? If Strike Witches exist, certainly there should be something more like that?

Ok so let play, girls to, you find me in half but alive what do you do

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I saw on another board someone asking if there was a globalized fetish thread on Gurochan, and so after looking and not finding anything, I'm starting one right here.

Long story short: post whatever (now guro-friendly) fantasies you'd like to imagine happening on a worldwide scale. All women now = food for some reason, an alien army shows up to maim/convert the Eath's population, etc, whatever you can think of.

I'm thinking of killing myself but what if instead I donated my body to one of you, to torture for as much as you'd like until giving me my end?

(I am not sure if this is the right place, but /req seemed like the wrong choice).

I am about to finish a new story, and I would like a little help proof reading it. If anyone would like to help, the tags are M/f, MMM+/f, F/f, cons, first, anal, throating, bukkake, lesbian, impalement, snuff.

I am interested in knowing what you think to see if I can change something to improve it. Keep in mind that this time its not one of the dark stories I usually write (note the consensual tag).

If you want to help, let me know and we can get in touch.

some fetishes are really hard to find, and GUROchan is a good place to find some of those.

What is you fetish? and what is your usual website and sources routine?

i usually use gurochan, 4chan, and furaffinity, to find some genital torture\castration\mutilation and such.

So does anyone know any hentai movies/ series where there is death included?
These kind of hentais are really hard to find. Only ones i have found so far are:
Euphoria
and one of the bible black episodes

And i dont mean any hentais where monsters are killed. It must be human death ;)

/lit should not be pruned at 10 pages... I mean, they're text, what's the big deal for the storage?

Hi all, I'm curious about where your urges originated and what formed them over time, for those of us who remember.

I'll start with myself: to the very edge of what I can remember, I've had detailed fantasies. Even ages under 8 I would read those cartoon-illustrated kids' books and wish that "big bad bear" caught all those innocent woodland creatures and mutilated them alive, not sure why. Over time and as I was exposed to gore/death in media I became leathery and interested, and here I am today seeking the filthiest of filth.

Feel free not to care about my life story :P but regardless I'm curious about y'all! And as a side note I've heard speculation about gore thirst being on the rise with movies like Saw, Final Destination, etc.

Please indulge me! :)

Which fantasy setting do you prefer for your necrophilia fantasies?

A. A crime scene where the body is found.

B. The morgue where the body is kept to determine how the person died.

C. The funeral home where the body is prepared for the funeral and burial.

D. The graveyard where the body is laid to rest.


For me, I like the first three options equally for my fantasies while option D would only be good for the evening of the day of the burial or else the corpse would be too decomposed to be of use for me.

Ok, I feel a little awkward asking for help and describing my problem because most of you seem to get along with your sexual orientation and are at relative peace with it.
Also my english skills are not top notch(I'm german) so please cope with me.
Let's cut right to it. I'm not good at telling stories.
I love fapping to this stuff. Cute, sexy and innocent girls being slaugthered like dirty animals, tortured with no regret, snuffed, mutilated all the good stuff. I don't have to explain it to you.
Ironically, this is also what hurts me the most. Their despair, the cruelty, insensitivity of the offender and all that injustice. It feels so fundamentally wrong yet this is the exact reason why it gets me off so good.
It doesn't matter btw whether it's "just a drawing" and "not reality" as some people say. Art causes emotion. It's why we consume it I guess.
Even now just thinking about it I'm trembling. Those thoughts translate to physical pain sometimes when they're really strong. Reading your thoughts and how you feel about ryona/snuff/guro/etc. on this board for example is enough to trigger extreme arousal mixed with equally strong disgust.
Then there's hate. Hate for you and maybe myself. No offense. I really like you guys and how we share this fetish, but I can't control how I feel. Sometimes, when I'm done fapping I go full crawling mode and just wish you and every person on the planet with similar sexual interests was dead.
I know this is not the way though. I want to be loving, kind and understanding. It's this contradiction you know? And you all manage to accept who you are and what you like so casually.

Have you experienced this? What do you think? How can I cope with it? Do I need therapy?
Maybe talking to people like you irl would help? Do you have any idea how to meet them?

Thank you. This has been haunting me for years. And please don't be offended. I don't mean to do that at all.

Why? I'm not judging but seriously, why do you find shit hot? I really want to know how this is attractive.

Missing thread /lit
http://www.gurochan.cx/lit/res/7245.html

I came and it wasn't my vomit, I'm willing to answer your questions if you have any (as I noticed there are many anons asking about irl scat experiences and such).

Hello. I'm on and off in this site for about 7 years now. This has nothing to do with self-pity for my dark fantasies or any kind of guilt. Though these things do surface sometimes, i've made peace with it. The point is this.

Because i've been into weird things since even before puberty, i've never trully turned on by the act of sex ALONE. Meaning lots of my fantasies usually have a sexual aspect to them, but, for example, the idea of simply two people fucking was difficult to arouse me to say the least.
To top all this off, the nature of those tastes has resulted in lots of porn, and to add to that, mostly animated porn (hence me discovering this site). Maybe because it was more detached from reality? who knows.

They're have been two incidents with girls where i couldn't get an erection. Sure there was a lot of stress at both times, being as inexperienced and nervous as i was, but the thought at the back of my head was also, "this is nothing like i've romanticized or sexualised before." The most recent one, yesterday, was with a girl i really like, she attributed the fact to stress and anxiety, and still wants to be with me. Ever since i can't stop thinking if i'm doomed or just overeacting. Only saving thought is that i could get an erection during an older situation with a girl i was much more confident with. And there wasn't even any real action.

The million dollar question is. Does this ever go away? or am i just nervous as fuck?

TL;DR : I CAN'T GET IT UP BECAUSE NERVOUS OR BECAUSE BDSM/GURO/PORN?

Where would be the best place to kill/torture someone? Not as in where it'd be easy to get away with it, but where would be the ideal setting for an erotic murder?
Personally, somewhere in nature. In the woods perhaps, near the seashore.

Thoughts?

I love guro a lot. Every day, I take joy in browsing the boards and stories. I'm not harming anyone and I think it's fine to like these sort of things. I want to make friends with people who share my passion for guro, and to that end I want to make a social media account for myself that puts my love of guro front and center. The problem is that I'm afraid if I do make the account, people at my work would see it and I would get fired. I might end up completely unhireable because any time a company would search for info about me online in background checks, they would find out about my love for guro. Without a job, I'd be in big trouble. My family and other friends might find the account too, and they might hate me forever, leaving me with no one to fall back on should I end up unemployable.

Am I being too paranoid? Is there any hope that I can truly be myself without fear of ruining my life?

It is the last thing I would want, yet nothing is hotter than a guy losing his cock during his last orgasm.

As the title says. This is supposed to be a thread where everyone can ask questions they may have been afraid to ask anywhere else or even google, and hopefully someone here is able to answer (or at least provide an educated guess).

Can be just about anything, especially sex- or guro-related, for a story or just out of curiousity, but please don't be lazy and at least consider looking it up first.

I'm planning on posting some writing of my own, but before that I'd like to get a bit of clarification on some things regarding how to tag my stuff (it's likely going to be a collection of shorter stories, so tagging will be on a case-by-case basis rather than at the top of the thread).

- What does the "snuff" tag actually stand for? I see it on a ton of stories, and I know what a snuff film is, but not how the word applies to writing, and consequently if I should use it.
- Are "Con(sensual)"/"Non-con" used only in regards to sexual intercourse, or also (or maybe especially) to denote willing/unwilling death/gore/etc?
- Is a short, half-sentence, mention of someone pissing themselves on death enough to warrant the "Scat" tag, or is that unnecessary for such a minor thing?
- Slightly related, how exhaustive should the tags be in general? Or what are some common tags I should be sure to include (if they apply)?

Thanks in advance for any helpful answers (as well as any other hints/advice for properly tagging stories).

Has anyone been or is planning to go to Ryonaket?

The next one is February 26th 2017 in Tokyo.

www.ryonaket.com

Hi all, I'd swear there's a large list of /lit stories that have up-and-disappeared. What's up with that?

Much of it has, some of it can't (within the realm of human knowledge, but let's leave aliens and immortality for the moment), but could unrealistic but possible things like mass rape and torture in a 1st world nation happen?

Could there be snuff films in your neighbor's basement? Could there be gatherings of Snuff Orgies? Now and then the news reports on smuggling rings being found out and someone showing up dead, but how many don't get caught or even noticed? Could we all be just steps away from a genocide that leads to even bloodier backlash? And by the end find that more horrible atrocities have been committed both recently and throughout history than anyone has known?

I'm not speaking on if such things are moral, they are obviously evil. If you're evil and will do such given the chance, that is your choice but it is evil. No, my only point today is that such people do exist and human nature doesn't limit us to trustworthiness, in fact it usually pullls us the opposite direction.

How susceptible to becoming a monster is the average person, or even an amazing individual?

I've noticed that there's at least one scat thread on pretty much every board. Why is that necessary? There's a board for that. It has its own. That's nice, because it makes it easy to avoid. It's much harder to avoid when it's all over every other board as well.

I would love to play a self-harm game.
Know any good one?
There was fataltotheflesh.com but it doesn't work anymore and it's just blood on a white background.
I could develop one myself, but I'm such a layabout.
I know for some it may be triggering, but for me it would be a way to unload.

Also, general self-harm thread, I guess.