I came and it wasn't my vomit, I'm willing to answer your questions if you have any (as I noticed there are many anons asking about irl scat experiences and such).

Hello. I'm on and off in this site for about 7 years now. This has nothing to do with self-pity for my dark fantasies or any kind of guilt. Though these things do surface sometimes, i've made peace with it. The point is this.

Because i've been into weird things since even before puberty, i've never trully turned on by the act of sex ALONE. Meaning lots of my fantasies usually have a sexual aspect to them, but, for example, the idea of simply two people fucking was difficult to arouse me to say the least.
To top all this off, the nature of those tastes has resulted in lots of porn, and to add to that, mostly animated porn (hence me discovering this site). Maybe because it was more detached from reality? who knows.

They're have been two incidents with girls where i couldn't get an erection. Sure there was a lot of stress at both times, being as inexperienced and nervous as i was, but the thought at the back of my head was also, "this is nothing like i've romanticized or sexualised before." The most recent one, yesterday, was with a girl i really like, she attributed the fact to stress and anxiety, and still wants to be with me. Ever since i can't stop thinking if i'm doomed or just overeacting. Only saving thought is that i could get an erection during an older situation with a girl i was much more confident with. And there wasn't even any real action.

The million dollar question is. Does this ever go away? or am i just nervous as fuck?

TL;DR : I CAN'T GET IT UP BECAUSE NERVOUS OR BECAUSE BDSM/GURO/PORN?

Where would be the best place to kill/torture someone? Not as in where it'd be easy to get away with it, but where would be the ideal setting for an erotic murder?
Personally, somewhere in nature. In the woods perhaps, near the seashore.

Thoughts?

I love guro a lot. Every day, I take joy in browsing the boards and stories. I'm not harming anyone and I think it's fine to like these sort of things. I want to make friends with people who share my passion for guro, and to that end I want to make a social media account for myself that puts my love of guro front and center. The problem is that I'm afraid if I do make the account, people at my work would see it and I would get fired. I might end up completely unhireable because any time a company would search for info about me online in background checks, they would find out about my love for guro. Without a job, I'd be in big trouble. My family and other friends might find the account too, and they might hate me forever, leaving me with no one to fall back on should I end up unemployable.

Am I being too paranoid? Is there any hope that I can truly be myself without fear of ruining my life?

It is the last thing I would want, yet nothing is hotter than a guy losing his cock during his last orgasm.

As the title says. This is supposed to be a thread where everyone can ask questions they may have been afraid to ask anywhere else or even google, and hopefully someone here is able to answer (or at least provide an educated guess).

Can be just about anything, especially sex- or guro-related, for a story or just out of curiousity, but please don't be lazy and at least consider looking it up first.

I'm planning on posting some writing of my own, but before that I'd like to get a bit of clarification on some things regarding how to tag my stuff (it's likely going to be a collection of shorter stories, so tagging will be on a case-by-case basis rather than at the top of the thread).

- What does the "snuff" tag actually stand for? I see it on a ton of stories, and I know what a snuff film is, but not how the word applies to writing, and consequently if I should use it.
- Are "Con(sensual)"/"Non-con" used only in regards to sexual intercourse, or also (or maybe especially) to denote willing/unwilling death/gore/etc?
- Is a short, half-sentence, mention of someone pissing themselves on death enough to warrant the "Scat" tag, or is that unnecessary for such a minor thing?
- Slightly related, how exhaustive should the tags be in general? Or what are some common tags I should be sure to include (if they apply)?

Thanks in advance for any helpful answers (as well as any other hints/advice for properly tagging stories).

Has anyone been or is planning to go to Ryonaket?

The next one is February 26th 2017 in Tokyo.

www.ryonaket.com

Hi all, I'd swear there's a large list of /lit stories that have up-and-disappeared. What's up with that?

Much of it has, some of it can't (within the realm of human knowledge, but let's leave aliens and immortality for the moment), but could unrealistic but possible things like mass rape and torture in a 1st world nation happen?

Could there be snuff films in your neighbor's basement? Could there be gatherings of Snuff Orgies? Now and then the news reports on smuggling rings being found out and someone showing up dead, but how many don't get caught or even noticed? Could we all be just steps away from a genocide that leads to even bloodier backlash? And by the end find that more horrible atrocities have been committed both recently and throughout history than anyone has known?

I'm not speaking on if such things are moral, they are obviously evil. If you're evil and will do such given the chance, that is your choice but it is evil. No, my only point today is that such people do exist and human nature doesn't limit us to trustworthiness, in fact it usually pullls us the opposite direction.

How susceptible to becoming a monster is the average person, or even an amazing individual?

I've noticed that there's at least one scat thread on pretty much every board. Why is that necessary? There's a board for that. It has its own. That's nice, because it makes it easy to avoid. It's much harder to avoid when it's all over every other board as well.

I would love to play a self-harm game.
Know any good one?
There was fataltotheflesh.com but it doesn't work anymore and it's just blood on a white background.
I could develop one myself, but I'm such a layabout.
I know for some it may be triggering, but for me it would be a way to unload.

Also, general self-harm thread, I guess.