Hi GC! I'm a 17 year old mexican girl and I want to try new things. You see, my dad is a stupid taxi driver who is always outside and he makes me feel depressed, also he tried to rape me when I was 9. My way of coping with this is guro and hentai, but I want to try those things IRL. If you ask for my mom, she went to USA with another man, I do not blame her.

Anyway, after you all know a bit about myself and my drive to try this, I will say you what I want.

I want to feel submissive in a way but at the same time I want to "escape" (not suicide, that is horrible) from the depressive atmosphere I'm currently living in (I do not work, I do not go to school, almost everyday I cry and I don't want to see my stupid dad).

How do you, the GC community, fit into all of this? That is easy. You give me orders (be it sexual or guro) and I will obey and comply them. For example, someone could say "fuck a carrot and eat it" and I will do it. Someone else could say "put a pair of 5 inch heels, lock them and go to walk around for 3 hours" and someone else could say "sit on a chair, take a knife and cut your thigh". I think you know the deal.

But, I will say my limits. I won't do anything that could make me loose a limb (or part of it), I won't do anything that could lead me to be arrested (such as public nudity, although if you want, I could go outside in just a raincoat and shoes) and I won't do things that could paralyze me, such as shooting myself. Anything else, like eating shit, clamping my clit or things like that are ALLOWED.

I am yours, GC