There's this person that I used to really like, however after getting to know them better and due to circumstances surrounding this person, I grew to hate them. I don't want to give out too many details because 1. No one cares 2. I don't want to risk giving out personal information that may identify me. That said, the entire ordeal hurt me very much and still I have a twinge of pain to this day, however I think I've found a way to help me cope.

I fantasize a lot about torturing and killing this person in various ways. I imagine decapitating them slowly as they gurgle and try to scream, tears running down their face. I pick up their severed head and lick a little bit of the blood before deeply staring into their eyes. The combination of fear and sadness is absolutely beautiful and I can't resist giving them a deep, passionate kiss. I will be the last person they ever see, and will imprint into their mind for the last 10 or so minutes it takes for life to finally fade away from them.

Another fantasy of mine involves them being kept in a dark room, chained by their neck like a dog. I bring in their loved ones and butcher them in front of this person. They scream and cry, begging me to stop. I lavish their emotional pain until they appear completely broken. This fantasy carries on in various ways, sometimes I deny them food until they slowly starve to death, raping them in the meantime. Other times this fantasy involves me force feeding this person's dead loved ones to them.

Perhaps stolen from Hostel, I'd also enjoy hanging them up over a tub, completely naked. I slice them open and I bathe in their blood. Sometimes I play with their guts as they spill out.

I don't think I need to tell anyone here this, I just want to preface that I have absolutely no intention of ever acting any of these fantasies out. They are fantasies and will always stay that way. Besides, in fantasy I get to torture and kill as many times as I want to.

I'm not entirely sure why I felt the need to tell you people this or even if there's any other purpose to this thread. I don't know, perhaps share your own fantasies? Do any of you fantasize about killing/torturing people you know who've hurt you? I'm curious.