I’ve been submitted to every kind of abuse as a small child, one of my most prominent memories is being threatened that i’d get murdered. I find the things i’ve been through have lead to my odd obsession with guro, irl gore, tragedy, and things similar. Though i’m not sure why, I wanted to know if you guys think the same as well of your abuse leading to seeking out terror. I am not aroused by any sort of guro/gore to be honest, but i cannot stop my curiosity to see what reality, death, is like. Whats your story? what trauma lead to this and how?