Or for that matter, an intense dislike?

I’m unable to be around women because of years of neglect and abuse. Because of this, I don’t see them as human. Rather, I see them as bloodsucking monsters who are out to hurt everyone and everything. I do everything in my power to avoid contact with them and avoid potential bonds with them because of my intense phobia and dislike of the female gender. Does any other gurochanner feel this way?