What's your earliest memory of being drawn to anything Guro-related? I remember having a cannibalism "fetish" long before I had a sex drive, finding depictions in saucy post-cards, cartoons etc really exciting and, at around 3 or 4 I used to play a secret game which in which I now recognise I played the roll of a seriel killer, planning how I was going to "get" the prettiest girls in my pre-school! lol. Oh and when I was about 6 my "girlfriend" and I had a recurring game about a dad tricking his daughter into asking to be cooked either in the oven or "cooking pot"! Yup, I was a fucked up kid… :-P