Im actively trying to deplete myself of sexuality -not engage in it- but according to the most important Theravada meditations, I should learn to "see trough" human bodies; organs, bones, mocus and bilis and pus etc.
And also to vividly and constantly visualize the different, varying degrees of the rotten corpse. Swollen up, worms and maggots, just bones etc.
What scholarly illustration books, surgery manuals, or just classic guro manga (pre-internet) can I use for these mediation? Or any audio-visual aid?
I want to avoid content where a person is harmed so I want to stick with surgery footage, autopsies and dissections, etc.