>>1530
This is not that much about what you look at but what you produce.
As straight male i also sometimes can enjoy male guro if those characters are not too masculine (do not look like monsters)
but I would newer draw male guro unless it is somehow associated with women on same scene and if I have to chose I will definitely select females.

so what you want to see does not matter that much. It all depends on what fantasies are in the heads of creators.
and artists are predominantly male. females seem to lack graphics sexual fantasies entirely, they focus on other stuff.

You confirm it by saying that you focus on suffering of those fictional characters, while for a man it is mostly about looks (emotions are less important)