>>3703
Yes, some people with a guro fetish I met have no good intentions either. They don't feel sorry at all and call me a normie for sympathizing with a picture lol.
Regardless of my moral problems concerning the views of those people, their selfish and brutal mindset is a huge turn on for me.
I practiced so much introspection and seclusion I feel like I'm falling into a bottomless pit with no answers. You're probably right though, I should be more open with others about who I am.

>>3704
I tried it and you are right.
If I imagine that I was completely perfect and then think about guro, it doesn't fascinate me any more. I don't get aroused or sick.
But it is like losing something. The enjoyment is gone. It actually makes me a little sad.
Weird.