>>4199
>>Having porn on hand has made it hard to get/stay arouse while not looking at it, so I think it's best to avoid it sometimes.

You should not blame porn you should blame orgasm which kills arousal
if you avoid orgasm you do not need porn and you do not even need fantasy You just get aroused without any reason at all. Your main problem in that situation is that this arousal is distracting and whatever you do it always turns into sexual fantasy.


>>4234
>>What worries me the most is the fact that my "sexual awakening" as they say, was with damsels in distress and other stuff that had nothing sexual attached to them.

at least it was with "damsels" and not with some turtles or dolphins LOL
so it is all fine