Hey, so I didn't read everything but I skimmed most. Sorry if this has been said.

I've been drawing lately, and whenever I want to look at porn, I think "I should be drawing."

So I look at a lot of porn, more than ever, but I masturbate almost none because I know I should be doing something productive. I started drawing about a week ago and only did something once since then. As opposed to two-three times a day every day.

If I get aroused and I get an idea I really like in my head, I want to draw. Usually I end up drawing until I'm to sleepy to, I just fall asleep next to my sketchbook and finish whatever I was working on the next morning.