>>4270

I didn't know i had to clarify this, but i know i'm not gay. I'm also pretty sure i'm not asexual. Although the criteria for being one, seem so vague, they might as well say, "if you feel like an asexual, you are asexual."
I see women i wanna have sex with everyday, so i don't think that's it.

>>4272

I know relapse is a strong word, basically i wanted to go as far as i could without any porn, to detach my brain from it. After a week of almost everyday "blue balls" i had to get one out. While masturbating, i was erect in a second and came quickly, like my penis/brain was waiting for the stimulation it has gotten used to.

Sure, fantasizing gets me in the mood, too. But it seems odd to try and fantasize about something completely different from what you're experiencing with the girl.

I want to ask you something. When you fap alone, programming or anything, is the sensation from your hands on your genitals the only cause of arousal/erection or do you get "distracted" by sexual thoughts?