>>4275

No, i mean it was easy, not premature. I've edged to porn and certainly gone on for hours. Not that i'm constanly erect during it, there's ups and downs, depending on if i find something exciting.

It's different to become aroused, meaning erect, from physical contact by someone, and different to just masturbate to images or things in your head. The bad thing is that now whenever an erection occurs during making out, i become too...aware of it, and lose focus quickly.

"Execution your fantasies is completely different thing because even if you get chance to do it usually you notice that it is very different from what you imagined. "

Exactly. That's why i don't think it's a matter of "turning the kink on" per se. Watching something and doing it is completely different, never mind the things you can only fantasize about.