My lolicon fetish began when I hit puberty. I watched a tv show that had a young girl in it who died and she reminded me of a childhood sweetheart I had as a little boy before she moved away.

I guess I associate lolis with the girl from my childhood and it all became one of the things I'm attracted to.


My Necro fetish began in my childhood but when I hit puberty, it became sexual as the idea of having a sexual partner I can completely dominate, can't say no to me or won't resist my advances was and still is arousing to me.


My Shota fetish began when I hit puberty and I became attracted to little boys who were unconscious or dead. It really grew when I watched an episode of baywatch where a little boy drowned and he was unconscious and the lifeguards went all out to bring him back from the brink of death and succeeded. I fantasized hard about him and later when I started watching anime, little boys who fit the category of unconscious or dead aroused me.


My Bestality fetish began in my childhood from watching nature shows. Seeing the females of certain animal species drew me to them. When I saw them dead and either laid out alone, being messed with my Humans or being fought over for food by predators that killed them, I became aroused and fantasized about feeling up dead female animals of certain species like deer, antelopes, kangaroos, horses, zebras and giraffes.