my fantasy: i want to force a girl to be my sex slave. torture and break her. rip out her fingernails. impregnate her and force feed her only horse cum until her limbs are withering away. amputate her arms and legs. allow her to carry her baby to term while being constantly raped and humiliated, and when she givers birth, for her to skin her baby alive and eat its flesh in desperate hunger.

i want to cut off her mother's head and tie it face-t-face with her, so anytime she opens her eyes she has to watch her mothers head slowly rot away as i fuck its neck hole

my reality: i just want to help people. i don't want to ever hurt anyone and am completely ashamed of my fantasies. they're extreme even for the internet, and i have trouble finding any sort of content for it. john kirk and soemele were the most extreme i've ever found, everything else seems so mild to me