If you want to be a horrible useless person, then practice what the Elite do. All you need to do is misinterpret and pervert the message and meaning of any secret teachings.

For instance, the sacrificing of babies, was nothing more then "wasting" semen for the intent of magick and not procreation, thus killing potential babies. So you can choose to be a fool and kill real babies like the Elite or jack one off, spread it on a sigil and do something within the realm of your will.

If you are a power hungry moron looking to manipulate and harm others...well real a magick will be of no help.