If you do not pay for college it is all fine, and you should try to finish it properly.
On what kind of hedonistic rampage you can go? from what I understood you are not that kind of person who would be interested in short term pleasures.

I am not talking about temporary happiness, I am talking about more or less same fulfillment when you are satisfied with yourself.

But why do you need that acceptance from a mate?
I guess you may want to find someone who needs you as who you are. but this is quite unlikely. I don't think many women need a evil megalomaniac dictator obsessed with porn and technology LOL

If you were someone who loves to work and make money, or opposite, if you were someone obsessed with hedonistic life wasting money left and right, you would get acceptance from most of women.