There are a few ways I would want to die.

1. I would want to hang. First, I am used sexually by my executioner. He would use me as hard as he wants, however he wants. He may also pleasure me if that is is wish. My hands are then bound tight behind me, increasing my feeling of being helpless, but also for aesthetics. It is a short drop, possibly simply winching me off the ground a few inches, so that I die as slowly and helplessly as possible. My executioner might finger me or fuck me as I hang.

2. Bleeding out as I am fucked. Sometimes I like this fantasy to be vampire themed. It also works just as well with just a man either holding me or binding me as I am stabbed or cut and then my struggles get weaker and weaker while his thrusts become harder and faster.

3. Violent stabbing. Several hard, sharp penetrations that leave my body ruined. I last only a few moments, agonized, convulsing. A last breath gurgles and then the pain fades as everything goes dark.