>>5072
this doe not make any sense, as how you can worry about something you will do? just don't to that and that\s it.
of course if you have some mental problems where your brain may stop functioning properly and you can assault someone whom you love it is real problem.
But just because you want something that does not mean you will do it against your own will.

Instead of worrying about doing something horrible you should try to find out what are the reasons for those feelings.
If you want to make someone suffer, then most likely you hate or envy those people for some reason.