My orientation is straight, but I'm most likely asexuell. My gender is male.

Why am I asexuel? I don't really know. I never enjoyed sex that much, I'm quite... numb, probably because I fap too much. On the otherside, I tried having a relationship while still being into guro. It didn't work out, obviously and the rejection of someone you love stings, being called "freak" for what I like but swore never to do to anyone hurts even more.

That's why I sexuality for me is all about understanding and giving: Understanding the partners desires and giving people I like the statisfaction they want. I usually get them back, but sharing too much of my own weird fetishes in a love relationship based on people i know from real life just seems to far away to come true.