If it was possible to "respawn" i would like to experience every death possible. Favourite though getting my throat sliced. And while suffocating and bleeding out: beeing gutted and hacked into pieces. Just shove any kind of pain in my last remainig seconds.
Then respawn with a nice experience and off to my next death. Garrotting sounds fun!
In this scenario it would be nice to have a main conscience, to which i return after each death. And from there i would like to load myself into a sepereate self which is not aware, that it will simply respawn, so i could experience the fear of death every time.