I honestly have a hard time understanding where all the "I feel really guilty after cumming" mantra comes from. I see it everywhere in these circles, whether relating to guro or pedophilia or what have you. I don't feel guilt for this, or really much anyway. Personally, if I would feel guilty doing something, I just wouldn't do it. If I misjudge it and do it anyway, I won't do it in the future. I can't understand why someone would do something they feel guilty about if they already know that it's the way they will end up feeling.

Hell, right now as I type this, I'm watching a real rape video where a group of guys are drowning some poor Japanese chick (a series called Bakky) while she struggles for her life and begs them to stop. The fact that you like fictional and artistic depictions of kinky things is considerably very mild. Just don't kill someone and everything will be fine.