ThatRapeGal,

Hello. Let's see if what I have to offer is what you want.

Before we were married (married now five years) we role played rape because my wife asked it of me. I enjoyed it and after a few times for her birthday I asked if she wanted to include a guest star to rape her. Someone from her past I knew she was attracted to but she'd never gone out with. She said yes so I got to watch and this caused us to have a conversation about what turned us each on about it. Very different interests and IMO sort of interesting.

The other thing which would feel your more clinical side are notes taken from a counseling session where a woman described a rape where she had a sexual response during her rape and what caused this and how she was taunted about it happening to her.

Do either of these things fit into your interest?