I have dreamed of dying since I was a toddler. I've tried killing myself more times than I can count and failed (Obviously).
Right now my death fantasies revolve around being strangled to death or having my throat slit all while having sex. Hanging, throat slitting, being shot in the torso (bullets or arrows, though arrows are preferable). Any of those really. Or a combination. I just want to die, but I don't want it quick. I want to savor my death, make it an event After all, it's something most people only experience once in a lifetime right?