>>6353
When I was growing up (I was born female) my mother told me that my orgasm was my responsibility, because for women it is mental. What we imagine in our minds is what can bring on an orgasm. So she told me to find my fantasies but keep them to myself during sex because often those fantasies do not jive with our partner. She was right and it worked.
I may have felt shame at first when I was in high School, but I don't really remember. I have no shame now. I'm not hurting anyone and actually my spouse didn't know about Guro until I introduced her. Watching her face light up in awe an excitement gave me the feeling that I'm not alone. We share in our fetish as art and RP.
There have been times that I haven't looked at Guro for even a few years at a time, but it's still there in my mind when I have sex or masturbate.
It's part of who I am and as long as I keep it a fantasy, who cares?
Are we sick? I don't know and I don't care. It's who I am and I embrace myself shamelessly instead of living a life where I agonize in shame.
There are far worse sins in the world...far sicker people, than any of our imaginations can illustrate.
As for "normal" porn. It has never gotten me off. I don't bother with it at all and that's just fine with me :)

This might sound like healy-feely bullshit but this line does hold some truth.... Love yourself. You can't escape you. Just love yourself for the unique and complex person you are. :)