Right now I'm not great. I pissed off someone who was RP'ing with me who had literally all of my kinks. Plus, she was a great writer and fun to talk to.

I feel like I ruined my one chance at finding someone that specific, especially with the ratio of male/female in this genre of horrible things.

I don't know besides that. I'm working on something that could allow me to just not have to work for the rest of my life, but I'll probably fuck it up just like everything else I have a chance at making work.