>>6430
Good to hear that you found someone nice.
I think it is not so much about them reminding your father as it is about fact that abusers pay you for the abuse by being nice for some time.
While normal guys who do not bother to do acting will rarely show you that amount and attention and love even if they love you much more.
being controlled is your payment for all that fake love and security.


Was your mother that ugly to gross you out? I actually do not see any reason why this should be unpleasant besides being very shy to do that with your mother. She probably was still pretty young and good looking at that time

I hardly can imagine if someone could be that terrible to gross me out if they offer free sex where they also take initiative.