>>6432
Nah, I went for like...emotionally unavailable abuser. My first real boyfriend also physically hurt me but he was also borderline and I swore I'd never date another, lol.

My mom is...fine and I actually don't have an aversion to incest, although I think parent/child is always morally iffy and obviously child molestation is terrible. I had a crush on my older brother for quite some time and I told him once, drunk at 23, after I'd gotten over it. He was nice about it.

I don't want to fuck my mom because I don't like women for the most part and she emotionally abused me for years. It was like being locked in a small room with someone whose only wish is to learn all your secrets and see you anxious and insecure, for 7+ years. After being raised by my dad, who was at least jovial and didn't care about much other than that you did what he said, I ended up hating her guts.