I order you to try your best to be happy and strong and safe. Even aside from fun pastimes, which are fine, accepting reality despite its worst and trying to make the best of it is invaluable.

Also, spank yourself bloody, smear poop on your face, put your feet on a table and your hands on the floor and your bright red ass in the air and cry singing that you're a naughty little piggy who deserves a brat-shaming spanking and no clothes or dignity.

Video tape it if you feel confident doing so, but my 3rd command is that you don't follow any orders that you're not getting off to or fear the consequences of.