>>6526
Sadly I do not have anyone who cares for me, anyways thanks for your suggestion. And regarding medical assistance, doctors and nurses here do not care what you do as far as they are recieving their pay (hopefully the only thing that my stupid dad does for me is giving me social security, so I have free medical assistance)


Ok, lets report about the spanking and smearing. Firstly, my dad didn't come home last night, so I got to work. At first I was reluctant to grab my shit from the toilet but it was an order so I did. Next I put it on a small tupperware I used to use when I was 8. I went to the dinning table and undressed myself. Unfortunately my hands weren't able to spank me properly so I searched for a small wooden plank and got spanking myself until I could no longer endure anymore. I smashed the shit on the tupperware and took a handfull of it and smeared it on my face. The stench was horrible and I almost threw up (i still can smell a bit of it). I positioned with my hands on the floor and my feet on the table as I was ordered and shouted "Soy una cerda que no merece ropa y quiere ser nalgueada como la cerda que soy". Yes, I shouted it in spanish, as my spoken english is plain bad.
I went to bath myself and the tupperware, hid the plank and went to sleep.
My buttocks really hurt but that tingling sensation in driving me crazy, looks like I'm becoming a pain slut?

Did I get aroused? Yes, not much from the pain and smell, but the helplessness sensation I had was enough to "mentally cum" and feel satisfied.


I want to try the skewering today