Well, you did not answer my main question what exactly do you want?
All that fetus development stuff is pure bullshit because the body is just a tool it does not matter there is nothing in our genes or brains what could encode your body identity.
the real thing that exists in our head is our character, and our body is more like a representative of that character which tells other people how we should be treated and what to expect from you.

the reason why we feel bad is not that there is something wrong with the body but because other people see you not as you want to be seen and this is same for a transgender woman and attack helicopter.
if I imagine myself as helicopter I do that because i want other people to fear me and thing that can will launch rockets to them anytime.
If I imagine myself a little girl I want people to do want to hug me and cuddle even if I may be totally evil and all I do when they come is kick them
If I imagine myself as some hulk them I want other people to fear and respect me.

If you were born where gender roles were reversed in the different body you would be now demanding to change your gender to the opposite because that body would not represent your character.

So, in essence, we all have the same problem.
Hormones will not do any more help to change your gender as they could change you into the attack helicopter. All that you can achieve is mostly ruin what you have and make it worse.

Imagine if, for example, I am a big guy with scary muscles. I dress in the cute skirt put nice bows on my hair, come to you make the innocent cute face and say in the supposedly cute voice which sounds more like thunder. "mommy, lest go play in the sandbox"

I am sure that this view would make you shiver from fear or disgust. Most likely you would start screaming instead of going to play together.

This is what people feel about transgender persons.

Sure I can put on leather jacket sit on the motorcycle drive to some woman and say "Hey babe, wanna take a ride?" and she will gladly follow me, but I know that she is in love with the fake person while I know that she will hate my real self she loves that thing which I hate myself. I don't want her to see me that way.
(by the way, this is just an example, not my real experience which is slightly different)