Yeah sort of. I don't feel disgusted or hate myself for it, and frankly don't really get why someone would enjoy something in fantasy but not IRL (unless it's something like masochism where it could turn out to hurt more than you expected). I'm envious of all the guys who get to torture or kill young children and girls, but I'm not too envious of twelve life sentences. If I could live out Norris and Bittaker's actions without actually getting v&, my life would be complete.