I’d like to anonymously pick up a tall well built guy sometime, get him to start fucking me, but I’d bring a knife, hide it under me while I tease him.

Then I would stab him in the neck repeatedly and start licking and sucking the cuts. Then hold his chin from behind and slit his throat. As he bleeds out I would cut off his fingers and eat them, then slit open his abdomen and shove my face into his guts. Maybe also cut through the thoracic wall to feel up his lungs and heart. Finally I’d completely sever his head and make out with his mouth and neck stump. Maybe also I would cut out his tongue and just generally dismember him, slice up his limbs, and drink as much as I could of him without being sick. Who knows maybe someday I will, though probably not, I would feel too selfish.

Alternately I’d just as well like if my partner did those things to me. Just as fun and seems less selfish, though of course I’d be leaving my friends and family behind rather abruptly so probably I will never act on this fantasy either.