I was always everyone's plushie and punching bag. No right to my own body.

Imagine always feeling like there's a big sloppy ugly evil dude making out with you against your will. Like you try to move away but the feeling that's about lick your neck again is inescapable. Like your ass is always about to randomly be grabbed.

I'm so fucking destroyed. I always want to vomit. I hardly don't want to die and I try so hard to focus on the good...