>>6846
Not caring is not narcissism. Narcissism is an addiction to the glory and fame and it is extremely motivating to do something by the definition narcissism is being in love with your own image (what others think about you) and not yourself.
I do not have any urges like that, in fact, I would more classify myself as a somewhat psychopathic: the guy who can live in the cave and do not give a shit about anything that happens to anyone. My main concern and fear are not to be bored.
However, I do care a lot about my friends and family while I have no empathy for strangers or groups of people at all. If that was required, I would sacrifice millions of lives just for sake of the single friend or family member. (and I would prefer my friends to do same for me)
However, if there will be a time when I will be left without friends and family there will be no one to stop me and no one to care about. And who knows what I will do then, to have some fun being completely alone in the universe.