Those were fantasies of my childhood when I was going to the middle school I was fantasizing how I will capture and torture those who pick on me in most horrible ways I could invent at that time. I was not planning to torture them for very long just have some fun and kill those bastards.

Unlike you, this was not without intention to do this for real. It was just impossible to do or too dangerous.

Nowadays I do not have any fantasies to torture those who make me hate them. I just think about how to kill them quietly without getting caught.