In general, I'm not happy. I try to be content and comfortable with my day-to-day life, but "happiness" seems like some rare, elusive concept to me. Don't get me wrong, I have felt truly happy at times, it's just not terribly common.
After being on antidepressants for a couple years now, I can at least say that I'm not sad all the time. Things used to be pretty bad.
Right now I'm just trying to accept myself for who I am. Not easy, given that I've hated myself for a long time. I want to be happy, I'm just not sure exactly how to.