probably yes, in short.
I was more stressed recently and as a result yes I have been thinking more about this kind of stuff. I would ideally be a female being tortured by a male but sometimes you have to deal with things lol.
I dunno tho I normally dont want to actually you know... do it for real, because no one ofc even rly likes me especially women so i end up just writing or drawing about it.
this actually made me a bit better at drawing?