i don't think i am brave enough to get to discord but if there's party i want to join to. Anything? By the way there's always people that in the worst situation than others, i mean i am probably more monster -if u want to call like that- than you, and i tried to understood more too at some time. I suggest to use streams,reality based dramas like asians,or life based movies. i have a illness that make me unable to understand feelings so that was hard level gameplay for me but if you want to find or do or achieve something you will eventually. there's nothing that human dedication cannot achieve, have fun from life and peace. btw i really do like french people-food-language-shit ex so thats why i cared that much. if u do read, feel free to give some feedback there,i will check at some point