I really don't think so, for me, because I'm the opposite. I tend to be more sexual/have those fantasies more when I'm riding high. I have to be in a good enough state of mind where I can be like, "I'm fucked up, but I don't give a shit. I don't necessarily want to be like this, but I'm gonna power through it." If I'm down on myself I don't... honestly I don't really jack off? That's not sexy fun time, that's sad/angry time. Like sexuality and mood are pretty intertwined with me- I can't be upset and sexy at the same time. I actually told my boyfriend once, "If we're in a fight and you want it stop, just fuck me."

Which... did not go over well. Sometimes there are things you should just think and not say.

...I might have said 'rape me'. I was young and stupid.