I grew up being beaten and molested.
As an adult, I face the same. I'm treated like shit.

And having morbid interests, from playing video games and watching horror movies to musing morbidity… plenty want me to be locked up and shamed.

Of course I don't feel bad about wanting them to suffer in turn. I've done nothing to them and they hate me I only hate them now for having antagonized me.
Why should I feel guilty about artwork depicting less morbidity than my intentions and what I've almost witnessed?