I'm a lot, lot more of a sick sadist (hit me up ladies for the most painful lesbian sex you'll ever get)

but my most fucked up masochistic fantasy would be to have my eyelids cut off, my mouth stitched together, hands chained to the ceiling, forced to ride a lovely cock and while being thrust into, I get stabbed repeatedly in the belly, bleeding to death as they cum.

That's my only masochistic fantasy.