To myself? Attempted suicide once, lots of cutting (don't worry, I'm in a MUCH better place now, anyone who's going through that shit, it really does get better)

To others? I'm a sadist, so I absolutely adore choking, strangling, and cutting my partners - consensually of course, and my most, most favourite moment, was when I got together with a trans girl, and she got me to castrate her.

Bonus: we ate her balls afterwards.