I wouldn't say it started really young so much as I just discovered it really young. I'm not even sure how old I was, but I remember clearly watching a movie where there was a mass execution taking place, and I ask what it was. Like, why weren't people fighting back? Why were they being killed when they're defenseless? etc. Something about the casual disregard for human life, and the seeming resignation to it, aroused me. Fast forward a bunch of years and I'm browsing porn on dialup internet when I come across Dolcett's stuff and can finally put a name to the thing I'm interested in, opening the flood gates and teaching me a lot about myself. I have no idea when the toilet and loli stuff happened though.