Yeah for as long as I can remember I always had been into hot women being is situations of peril, for the male hero to come in and annoyingly save them at the last moment. I was probably about 8 or 9 maybe then first noticed this.

It started off simple cause I obviously was not able to watch anything violent back then, but when I got my own room and tv in my early teens, and had internet access, I really kicked in.
Of course I found the means to search sexy and borderline pornographc stuff like any other teenager and discovered masturbating before I knew porn was porn. But it wasn’t until I started to sneakily stay up at night and watch late night movies over the weekend.

Anyone seen the movie Starship Troopers? I remember being fascinated at how violent it was and all the death and combat scenes and gore. I wasn’t aroused by it cause it was mostly guys in the gore situations, but I did find myself wishing it was women that got messed up like that too. Luckily there are two scenes in the middle and at the end where two females get fucked up, and THAT INSTANTLY GOT ME FUCKING GOING. So much so that I recorded the film on VCR when it played again on the +1 catch up channel so I could watch those scenes at any time and I jacked off to them a lot.

Then I grew up a bit more around 15, fully accepted I had a thing for gore and obviously realised it wasn’t something to share with the general public. Again watched a movie. Cant remember the name but it has one of the most visceral and brutal knife fights I had ever seen. Yeah it was two men, but the brutality of it basically kick started my Knife Fight/weapon based and combat fetish. That night i went to bed and replayed the entire fight in my mind shot for shot but replaced the two guys with girls.

Then I found gurochan and the rest is history.