>>9860
I am that so-called "worst person imaginable" because I know how things work and do not have delusions about empathy or other nonsense. In all human history empathy never influenced anything. You are free to delude yourself but it will not bring anything good to you or people you care about.

Unless you are a toddler you are probably at least 20 years old or close to that(on average you should be 35 years old) you have only about 30 years of useful life where you can actually enjoy things. after that time you will not be able to enjoy anything much. And even if you will still have some health left it will not last for that long. So even if you are very optimistic, 30 years of suffering is not worth a few years of questionable benefits that you will manage to achieve over that time.
Considering people who are over 30 it is absolutely idiotic to allow any of such changes ta all.
Also if you want to achieve something in 30 years that is not just some suffering that is war level of suffering where you may not even survive it.