For me I'm quite certain mine is due to a chemical imbalance, which has unfortunately affected my health in the worst ways for many years. other than that my life has been quite good in every way.

I've never been abused, and I'm not the least bit angry or hostile in my fetish.. it's just 100% a sexual thing, and nothing else. In fact, normally I'm pretty tame and wouldn't like to hurt people.

But if I see a really hot piece of ass in a particularly lewd outfit or situation (especially a bimbo with massive fake tits for example).. all i can think about is impaling them from pussy to mouth, and a multitude of other twisted things, solely for sexual gratification. i don't need something this taboo to get off or anything either, it's just my primary kink, and i've shared it with several women who were or ended up into it.

matter of fact, ive often recently thought of the same women doing terrible things to me and especially my cock as well. i think it's just (the most) extreme violence, terror, and the idea of mind searing pain that gets me off the hardest, and that's all there is to it in my case.