I personally can imagine myself
only as the sadist in the
'mad-fiction'-realm.

But I have had a lot of
opportunity talking to members
of the masochist-fraction.
Especially women.
Very very fun experience.

I as a sadist,
want to amplify the demise of
the victim that I am 'working' on.
I think a lot about what goes on in
the mind of the opposite site,
trying to 'push' the victim
even harder to the limits.
Basically,
the victim is my center of interest.

As I have experienced,
there are many masochists out there,
many of them female.
Altough there are different
motivations for being the victim,
they all seem to have some kind
of 'tease-and-please' character
attached to them.

Personally,
I believe that It's all about the
sweet toxic emotional cocktail
of two entirely opposite feelings.

Killer:
desire/pleasure <> killing

'Destroying what you like most.'

Well, I never really daydreamed about
killing my ex-collegue.
She was ugly, annoying and had a
bad mouth smell.

But for women I find attractive:
'Ey yo, bb, you nice,
wanna die for me, huh?;