Okay well 1, odd choice of sentence order, maybe say to not hit on you at the start next time, but definitely not right there at peak irrelevance.

And 2 exactly what do you want? You can't stop yourself from… what exactly?

3 WE ARE ALL SCARED.
TORTURE EXISTS AND WE HAVE LIVES FILLED WITH PAIN AND LOSS OF WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN. WE SEE WHAT WE CANNOT HAVE AND THAT WE WILL DIE AND WE WILL NEVER HAVE A LASTING BLISS
There's a point here besides No we got it worse, You should feel bad and seel Our approval!
Point is your problem is… well vague, and thus tossed in the fire of "THE WORLD IS ON FIRE" if it's even a legit problem.
It's psychological. Buy me a fuckn meal and I'll play your therapist. I'm hungry.